Friday, September 25 Y 10:22 PM
It's friday again!! yeahoooo ^_^
Since it's end of the week, so juz grab some free time to do some posting to gif you guys some updates of mi during studies =)
This week is super packing, busy and tiring!! More tedious deN expected! ARGH!! The class should start from 9am and end at 5pm. But usually delay till 6plus! SIANz meh... =( dEn after reaching home, tk the dinner and watch some TV show, it's like no time for self study la! kAoz. Really super jia lat lei @@
Worst of all is that not even a week of lecture, and dere is quiz on bioreactor operation topic one today!! sIao le la.. Gg CRAZY soon if things go on this way. Still got few practical assigments that muz be handed in tis coming monday and tuesday respectively!! Don you tink rreally lot of stuff???
** Juz endUre fOr bEta fuTure ** Studied for the today quiz two days ago and woke up at p plus juz to prepare myself for the quiz today. The note seemed easy to read but then nth seemed to go into my mind!! Izzit cos of too long break after graduation or still in holiday mode?? I dOubt so. I really put in effort to study lei.. haiz =( End up today quiz was like WHAT THE FISH la.. studied the whole topic and juz got one question come out for the quiz (8marks), asking from a particular part of the Topic one of the subject! The qn is:
LIST 4 components on the bioreactor or inside the bioreactor, excluding auxillary components.It's was ok but no confident to get FULL marks cos bound to haf some mistakes in between! During the quiz, i suddenly blank up la!!! CANT REALLY RMB WAT I HAF STUDIED N MEMORISED!! I was really super nervous la. While writting down the answer, my hand is like trembling lo. GOD, pls don make mi nervous unduly lei!! I juz felt very useless of myself la. Juz a small tutorial quiz & can make mi worried, nervous & streSsEd over it!!! HAIZ =( Why am i behaving tis way??
Hmmm.... The teacher i mentioned in my previous posting suddenly turns out to be gud man la. He suddenly teaches us patiently & explain every points clearly! WOW... Izzit bcos last friday he's not in the rite mood or he did went home and repent wat he had did to mi?? Hehe xD But i'm very happy & glad that at least this week nth sad happen. soOooo PHEWwww... kEke =)But this week lecture was kind of difficult especially for the Bioreator operation subject. Cos there's a lot of calculation la, which i hated most cos im very weak with it. Sianz.. I'm stress again as my classmates seemed to understand all while i'm like so toopid don uds la. Perhaps, espeacially for today lesson, involved A maths which im super weak in lo.. Sooooo pardon urself from the stupidity title ba!! hehe =P Jia You, LF =D You can do it!!
wIshIng uPon dE sTars ……!!!!!
********************************** LoVes <3 --- iMaGiNe mi W/O yOu!!! **********************************
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Friday, September 18 Y 9:47 PM
Class started today!! sUper dUpEr tired la. cAnt wake uP cOs Of the 2 wEeks relaXing resting & slacking. keke =P
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NeRdY mi** On my sPectacle tO cLass tHe fIrsT dAe!! hEhE =)
TU LA..... LOL xD
Lesson in the morning was fine until afternoon LAB LESSON!!! STUPID FUCKER TEACHER... Are you lOoking down on mi?? Are you trying to insult mi??
Guys, Ask you, isn't it we suppose to raise any doubts if we don noe?? If not, we go skol wat fOr? WHY shld i still pay skol fee for??? KAOZ @ @
I can straight away go into that field to wrk lo rather den seeing ur IDIOTIC face.
I really donno den i ask de wat. If not u tink i too free meh?? Moreover, even we learnt previously, can oso still forgot de ma!! you thou I'm computer meh?? Can store everything inside my memory card? Even the card &/or computer might oso kena virus and at the end, mux oso reformat it b4 it can be used again & Eveything in dE eNd miGhT oso be lose wat!!
MOREOVER, I'M JUZ A PURE HUMAN BEING LA.Imagine if now Mi & you (FREAKY teacher) swtich position, and you ask mi the sAme qn and i use the despising look whiCh yOu used on mi & rEtuRn bACk it tO yOu and ask wat course you r previously from, wat u will tink?? I very kindly n politely asking you qn & see since most pple understand, i wanted you to carry on the lesson so after the class i can ask u instead so tAt i wont interrupt or delay the ProgrEss oF the cLass. But kindness dont buget kindness!!! Wat i got back is that shameful insultation & look!! I noe others are smart. But not all have the same learning pace la! I'm slower BUT cant u got more patient to teach mi?? I'm super disgusted by ur look & talking NOW.!!! DOn talk much on ur philosophy la!! I don tink you are qualified to be a TEACHER at all la!! PLS repent on ur stupid action!!!
>>>> Did i say wrongly?? WAt's the point of smearing & ruining his repuation?? NO point lo.. Not as if he's my family's enemy la!!! I really Cant stand him!!!
TRY & PUT URSELF ON OTHER PPLE SHOES LA!!!
*ROARRRRSSSSSSSSSSSS*Hao le.. dOn waNna tink so mUch le or else mOOd really gOnna affect by the pErson badly la!! hUmph!!
>>>> StaY tUnE =))
wIshIng uPon dE sTars …….!!!!!
********************************** LoVes <3 --- iMaGiNe mi W/O yOu!!! **********************************
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Sunday, September 6 Y 1:51 PM
HmMm... I finally maDe up my decision le. taking up specialist dIp course hOping i'll not regret fOr de decision i made & oso hOping i'll like it and made fUll uSe of WatevA skills i hAd lEaRnt!! =)
sKol gOnna start in lEss dEn 2 wEeks time & i gOnna enjoy my life tis 2 wEeks if nOt wEn sKol sTarts, it'll be haRd to haf a reAl guD rEsting time le xD hOpefully everything will goes smOoth sAiling ba ^_-
dEre's a lOt of tIngs which i wAnna do & tRy bUt i jUz dOn daRe. I'm aFraid i mIght regret in fUture & miSs the oPportUnity fOr nOt trYing oUt!! hAiz.. Anyway, in life dere isnt muCh tIme for ones to regret for sMth.. eVen i mIgHt rEgrEt in fUtUre, i'll sTill mOve on & mAke bEta TMl fOr mySelf =B
>>>> wIll tRy upDatinG my bLog oFten dE =)
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Y 1:15 PM
Suddenly haf the urge to update my blog due to tAt inCident which happened today.
I'm really sUper dUper sad! dOn aLways see mi happi go lucky type bUt who reAlly noEs Wat i'm thinking & how i fEel??!!!! Im so fragile actUally. I can jUz dUll/pOndEr/cRy oVer a cOmment/words la..
I dOn iNtend to Say oUt wAt haPpeneD but i'm really upset bY the words dey sAy!! I'm their ..... bUt do Dey reAlly REgards mI as so??? wAt dOes sHe meant by she already haf thT thought in her heArt/mind long time ago jUz dIn manage to say out or don even bother to sAy it out!! I nOe im at faUlt too bUt is tis dE wAy u shlD tReat uR....
I rEgRetted everyThing i hd did to you guys. tReating you guys gud and ended up with suCh rEturn!!!??? Izzit really wAt i deserve or is this called as serve you rite (rEtrIbUtion)???
I'm hard hEarted by mouth bUt i'm sLow hEarted in hEart!! cAnt your be niCer by wOrds?? bCoS of tis i ...... I'm REALLY REALLY sadden by it!
>>>> y aM i sTill in tiS wOrld?? jUz to uNdergo aLL tHe suFFering b4 lEavIng tis wOrlD??? I'm kind oF sIck & tIred of Life! NOt really a one dEre for mi to cry on tHeir sHoulder.. nOt reaLLy a one dere fOr mi to tAlk to.... & not Really a one dere fOr mI to........ wHat sHld i dO?? iF i Was sUpposE to bE bOrn to aDD bUrdEn to oThers, i Rather cHose nOt being bOrN iNtO tHis wOrld.
** I'm really TIRED!! **To reader: jUz reAd & fOrgEt. i wrOte tiS is nOt fOr any comMent or conSolation! Thank you! =) *************************** dEre's gOnnA aLwAyS bE a bArRiEr bEtWeEn ALL of Us ***************************
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FaNg fAnG + Qi q!^^
